Monday, February 1, 2010

The Visit. (based on "Spring and All")

Today is May 30th. I decided to go for a walk around the neighborhood. I was fifteen minutes into my walk when I saw this man coming towards me. He was tall, a little overweight and looking straight at me. As I walked by him, he stopped walking and faced me. I, however, looked at him for a second, then continued. Two steps later, I stopped. I have no idea what my face looked like. Probably scared. Shocked. Angry.
It was my father.
I had thought of this moment on some occasions. Would I be angry that he was alive and that he left us? All those tears I shed for nothing? Or would I be happy that he was alive? Would I go up to him and hug him and say, "Why did you leave?" and hold no anger towards him?
"Hola, mi hijita. Soy to padre."
I ran to him and hugged him tightly, tears streaming down my face.
"Oh,papi! You're alive!"
"Si, hija. But only for just awhile."
I looked up at him and smiled. I took his hand and we walked.
"Papi, things are really difficult here, without you."
"Yes. I know. But it was meant to be like this."
"Mami gave me your bracelet; the gold one. And I lost it. I'm really sorry." I began to cry really hard. "I didn't even know it was gone until New Years Eve, and I don't remember anything that I did that week so I have no idea where it's at. I'm so sorry."
My father gave me a hug.
"Don't cry, hija. It's just a bracelet. You don't need to cry over the material things. It's what's in your heart that matters."
"I know. But still, I lost it, and I was really depressed for two days. Then I woke up and realized that it was gone and I was calm."
"Yes, I know. I was the one that made you feel peace."
"You did? How? You've been alive."
My father didn't reply. We slowly walked. He asked me questions, and I asked him questions. We were soon approaching the house.
"Tell your mother I love her very much, will you?"
"Why can't you tell her?"
"Because I have to leave," he said solemnly.
"WHY?!"
"Because I was only given a certain amount of time to be back on Earth."
"What?"
"Hija, I am dead. I'm not alive. And I must go now."
I gave him a hug and wept loudly. I felt my heart ripping into shreds.
"Please don't go,papi. I need you."
"I know. But my place is not here on Earth."
I looked up to him and whispered, "Te amo."
He looked back at me, tears welling in his eyes. He smiled. "Te amo, tambien."
I could see him slowly fading.
"Feliz cumpleanos, papi."


-Hannah G.

12 comments:

  1. Wow Hannah this was really good.

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  2. Ok, I don't care who you are, that has to hit everyone hard. I cried in the middle of English class, and I am crying now. That is possibly the most beautiful and heartfelt thing I have ever read.
    -Ashley Reed

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  3. Agreed that was a good blog
    -Devin

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  4. awh hannah, this was beautiful.
    i wish my gacky would come back so i could have one last conversation with him :/

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  5. I've wished that I could talk to my uncle J one last time before.

    This is a good blog, Hannah

    -Kaitlynn

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  6. Hannah,
    I really liked your blog! It was definitely something different than normal. Good blog! :)
    Kenzie

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  7. Wow. I enjoyed reading this blog, Hannah. Good job.
    -Tyler

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  8. Wow. Good blog Hannah. That is a depressing story. I am sorry

    -T.J.-

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  9. That was really good. Great blog, Hannah.

    -Caleb

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  10. Hannah,
    Your blog was first of all--great. Second, it made me realize I need to be grateful every day I have with my parents.

    -Emily

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  11. good job Hannah. we should all be grateful

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